It's been some time....

Yea it has been a while since I written in my journal.

Yea I finally graduated from college and got a job. It's not really a thrilling job and it gives you a bad impression of NASA.

Money was going well, then the transmission exploded (well not really but it was close enough to where I had to shell out two thousand dollars to fix it).

So once again I am trapped living at home under someone else's rule for longer. I had planned on leaving by the end of December to my own place, finding a roommate and starting an independence life but of course God has a sense of humor.

I haven't seen much of my friends from college lately. Due to the fact that I work from 7-4 every day, when i get home I just don't feel like going out except on weekends. I mean this weekend I plan on going to see Doom in the theaters. Yea i know that video game to movie adaptations aren't always the best but I have been a Doom fan since the beginning so I will go see it.

As for life in FFXI, yes I still play it but it's taken a turn for the worst really. Before you say, "yea your real life has suffered so much", I have found myself playing less or it, and will just leave the game on and stay in my house unless someone needs me. It is mostly due to the fact that well it's people. They slowly get on your nerves, turning you negative and with that comes an ego of myself thinking I'm better than all of them. With all that happened, I've become hated. Many won't admit it but I've had someone tell me to go die in real life. The two groups that now are doing the stuff I wanted to do have basically put out a hit on me so to speak. They ignore me, put me down and anything else negative. The worst that they do is just pretend I don't exist. No one wants to be forgotten and they are just doing that as their way of getting back. I have some friends but it's time i leave. There is a server migration to a new server when the Xbox 360 version comes out so I will move there and start over. But for now I'll have to deal with the friends I have now. I did manage to become the first North American Paladin on my server (Leviathan) to obtain the full Artifact Armor Version 2, which was one of my goals. While many cheered me on, I got a feeling of dissent among many there. Yea, I know it's just a game but emotions are real. I'll leave soon but because of that, i've tried out real life some more. It's mostly work that keeps me from going out now. (GOD, some people at NASA are just plain IDIOTS! They give me such a headache).

I wouldn't mind seeing some of my colleges friends again. I feel a few a lot, because they seem to be the only ones that want to hang out with me. I wouldn't mind hearing from the others. Yea, yea, yea. I've heard a lot among all the drama (you know what I'm talking about) and I've heard some things about myself but I can't go by hearsay. 99 percent of the time the number to my home phone won't work because well that phone sucks but I always have my cell phone on so gimme a call there. Unless I'm outside or in the restroom I will always answer it.

Well I guess this is a nice start to restarting my livejournal.

OH, before I forget. A lot of the time i spent on the game was for my music videos and even a series called Lament of Torment. Here's the link to all my movies:

http://hosted.filefront.com/gmanx2099
http://hosted.filefront.com/AMovieSite

Lament of Torment isn't completed yet as I am about to release ep 6 of 8.